Tuesday, August 28, 2007

The land of the FO's

For those not "in the know", FO's are Finished Objects. I have been living in the Land of FO's because I have been crocheting like crazy! I finished Scott's scarf that I posted about previously. It ended up simply gorgeous and soft. I was sad to finish it as the yarn was so luxurious to work with.

The next project I finished was the granny square blanket I started in January. This is the blanket I taught myself to crochet with. It is Red Heart Super Saver, and is about 55"X55". Notice the edging I did on it! I love my new blankie!

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The last project I did was a small bag. I used this pattern, and used this gorgeous yarn, Paton's SWS in Natural Blue. The yarn was given to me by my cousin. It was lovely to work with! It is a self-striping yarn, as you can see. It is hard to tell scale, but the bag is a little taller than a can of pop. The bag is done mostly in sc, but the edge (which is a bit wonky) was done in reverse half-double crochet. Working in reverse was a challenge, but I did it! And here it is:


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Now, I just have to decide what to do next!

Monday, August 13, 2007

A crocheting fool


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Originally uploaded by Boxerwing
I realize it is August in the northern hemisphere (and therefore summer), but winter IS just around the corner. So I decided to crochet my hubby a scarf. The wool is alpaca and merino. It is crocheting up beautifully; it has a lovely drape. Right now, it is 8" wide by 47" long, and I am half way through my last skein. I hope hubby likes it!

Monday, July 30, 2007

A painting

Last week, I felt the urge to pull my paints out.

I call it "Summer Memories". It is a bit washed out from the flash; it definitely looks better in person! It is reminiscent of piles of fresh veggies, hot sun in piercing blue skies, sunbathers, and fields of flowers. It makes me happy!

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Mmmm...food!

Here is the pic I promised yesterday of my baked beans and cornbread...

Delicious!

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Miscellany (...or can I have some cheese...)

...with my whine?

You see, yesterday I got stabbed with a steak knife, and it is all Scott's fault! I was making Scott some breakfast before he went in for night shift. I had to get a clean whisk out of the dishwasher. There was a steak knife sticking up out of the cutlery container, and, well, you can guess the rest. So it is Scott's fault because if he didn't need to eat, then I wouldn't have gotten stabbed! You follow?


Look at the horrific damage!
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(I love you, hon, and I am expecting Get Well flowers soon! Just kidding....)

Other thoughts:

I am making homemade baked beans and corn bread for dinner. Yummy in my tummy! Pics later...

Rihanna's new video/song is annoying! The girl can sing, but NOT about Umbrellas. Geez!

Happy Hump Day everyone!

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

There and back again

On Saturday, hubby and I went over the border to do some shopping. Scott had to pick up a part for his car, so we decided to make a day of it.

We went shopping at a mall called "Great Lakes Crossings", and man, was it huge! They had a Bass Pro Shop which had every hunting implement known to man. We had lunch at The Rainforest Cafe which was delicious and quite an experience. I actually got to wander around Torrid, which is plus sized clothing (and also about 15-20 years too young for me!) We bought some decadent sheets at Bed, Bath and Beyond. These sheets are 600 count! It is like sleeping on butter, I tell you! We also got candles at Yankee Candle: Buttercream (my personal fav), Mandarin Cranberry (tart!), and MacIntosh and Peach (smells like a MacIntosh tastes!). I don't know that we would go back to this particular mall, but it certainly was fun.

We were almost ready to go home, when what did I spy but JoAnn's Etc.! I just had to stop in, even though I was dead on my feet. They had beautiful brocade fabric on sale for 60% off! How could I refuse?
Aren't they just delicious? I got 2 yards of the red, and 1 yard each of the blue and green. They were only $4 a yard! I don't know yet what I will do with them, but I am sure they will find a use.

After getting some Dove chocolate at Target, we made our way home. We had a great time, and it was nice for the two of us to have some time together.

Monday, July 23, 2007

Playing catch-up

So you may have noticed a large gap in my posts. Well, I have been BUSY! I had family and friends come down at the beginning of July, so I had to make sure the house was ready for guests. It took me a while, but the house was cleaned "enough". I know, visitors want to visit me, not my house, but the EasternEuropeanWoman(tm) part of me needed to make sure everything was ok.

My visitors brought me gifts!

On the left is a mug and moose that my friend Sindy bought me. She also got me a "Sewing with Nancy" book, lox, cream cheese and yummy bagels. On the right is a beret my cousin Donna knit and felted for me! Out of Noro, no less! I am not sure of the colourway, but it is stunning, and comfy too! I am wearing it as I speak, even though it is above freezing here in the arctic tundra. Donna's hubby, John, brought the fixings for his famous casserole, which was delicious and greatly appreciated. Donna also brought some Dove chocolate, as per request.

I know I enjoyed having everyone here, and this was the first time I really relaxed with visitors in the house. People ate when they wanted, slept when they wanted, went out when they wanted, and hopefully just had a good time. If you visit my cousin's blog (see under "Blogs I visit" ~~~~> Stitchin' and Bitchin'), one of her posts covers the yarn/fabric/bookshop/bead crawl we did here in London. I can hardly wait for next year to do it all over again!

Of course, life did not slow down after the visitors went home. I spent some time at Sindy's, helping her recuperate after laprascopic gallbladder surgery. Then, I had a week of doctor's appointments and tests. Hubby and I went away on Saturday, but that is a topic for another post.

I am just thankful that today is quiet. I might actually do some art!

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Gratitude

In honour of all those who helped me through the last year...

At times our own light goes out and is rekindled by a spark from another person. Each of us has cause to think with deep gratitude of those who have lighted the flame within us. Albert Schweitzer

Let us rise up and be thankful, for if we didn't learn a lot today, at least we learned a little, and if we didn't learn a little, at least we didn't get sick, and if we got sick, at least we didn't die; so, let us all be thankful. Buddha

A year in review...

The past year has been the most unusual one of my life. I certainly was at rock bottom this time last year. I was barely functioning, anxious, depressed, and in full-blown PTSD mode. This time last year, I was eating sausages and bologne sandwiches as that was all I had the energy to do. I could barely get out of the house without having major anxiety attacks. I was shaking and having vivid visual flashblacks regularly. I couldn't cope and I couldn't take care of myself. Thankfully, my family and my friends were there for me.

Although I am not completely better, I *am* much better. I can cook! Chili and grilled chicken and potato salad and homemade hamburgers and corn bread and white bread. I am crafting/being creative! I am 1 1/2 skeins away from finishing my very first crocheted blanket. I have sewn shorts and dolls. I have made earrings and a bracelet. I have painted and coloured and drawn. My puppies are getting attention again! I (can) clean! I have had guests stay at my house! I can get out of the house and do the stuff I need to without anxiety!

My PTSD is still affecting my life. I am more often than not in pain because I am having "body memory/flashbacks". Some days are harder than others. I get overwhelmed and exhausted easily. I have to take care of myself everyday. I take medications that make me very sleepy. My poor hubby has to put up with my whining when he himself is sore. I do hard work in therapy.

When all is said and done, I can't believe that I actually made it through the last year, with most of my marbles still intact (kind of). I know the future is going to be a long haul, but I can do it. (I know, enough of the cliches already!) I actually think the future could be fun. Here's hopin'!

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Update on the boy...

Shadow is really doing great. He slept most of yesterday, and today he is back to his normal, whiny, annoying self. Yay for getting better!

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Toothless wonder

Our poor Shadow had surgery today. He had a fistula (hole) in his gum that would not heal. So he had some x-rays and then had to have a tooth removed. The vet also found some extra hard gum tissue that he removed at the same time. He is now missing his left upper canine. Poor guy was wobbly when we took him home, but other than that he seems ok. He ate and drank, and peed and pooed, so at least that seems to be working. He is on antibiotics for ten days. Hopefully this is the end of his troubles!

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Jewelry as therapy




Making jewelry is a good thing!

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Don't mind me...

I am in a grumpy mood. Sigh-- I don't really want to be though. It's not like I have any reason to be grumpy; there is not much going on right now to make me grumpy. I am just in a generally pissy mood. Meh.

Thursday, June 07, 2007

A pillow and a toe

I haven't been posting because a) I haven't been in the mood, and b) I have been crafting!

I have been crocheting in the evenings, but I won't post a pic because it looks pretty much the same as before, except bigger ;). I also have been sewing.
On the left, is a pillow made in a similar way to my last purse. I hand embroidered the "live with joy" on the front. I probably could do a little beading on it, but this was just a practice pillow, so I did not pre-iron it or anything. It stands on its own because it has a flat bottom. It is great to throw at my hubby! The "toe" on the right is a practice doll. I learned a lot doing this little doll. I learned about size and distortion, and why applique might be a little easier than trying to inset material (like on the face). I didn't finish it because it was just a learning experience, and, well, it looks like a deformed toe :D. I hope my next doll doesn't look like a finger or anything.

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Fat is just a description

Found this gem at the joyouslybecoming blog. What do you think?

Thursday, May 24, 2007

I made shorts!

I actually made a pair of shorts! I have never made a piece of clothing before, so I am thrilled at my accomplishment. They are made of the same light-weight denim that the purse in my previous post is of. I did "felled" seams (doubled stitched seams like on jeans) and altered the pattern to fit using calculations from a book I have. They are comfy, if a bit wide in the leg. I haven't taken any pictures yet, so maybe I will do so soon.

Some of the seeds I planted a couple of weeks ago are starting to leaf. I know for sure that there are nasturtium, but I am not sure if the other little plants are flowers or weeds. I'll have to wait and see. I am always bizarrely worried that the seeds I plant won't grow, so I am always excited and surprised when they do. Yay me and my green thumb!

Friday, May 18, 2007

New bag

Today was just the kind of day to stay inside: cool, overcast, drizzly. So I decided to make myself a summer purse. I used this tutorial on Craftster to make a "Jordy" bag.




The outside is a floral embroidered denim and the inside is patterned cotton. It also has pockets inside and on the back. It only took me about three hours to do. Yay me!

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Rain Storm

I love rain storms. I like it all: the smells, the sights, the sounds. We had a storm today and I felt I just needed to write about it (hello Ms. Muse!)

I sat on my porch in the old cracked green plastic Muskoka chair we have had for years. Our porch is old and comfortable: the roof leaks some but will still protect, the floor is flaking, warped wood slats. It is open on two sides and it faces west. The brick of my house was at my back.

I knew a storm was brewing: the sky was darkening over our neighbours' houses across the street, the temperature cooled and birds ominously stopped singing. The dark, cold silence was piercing.

Suddenly, the wind started whipping up a fury: trees bowed to its force and a lone bird looking for shelter was blown off course. Rumbling thunder rolled towards me from a long distance; muted but growling. The voice of Nature drowned out man-made noises; cars were muffled and sirens quieted. It grew darker; the air felt pregnant and vibrating, acknowledging the potential of Nature's fury and cleansing. A few hard rain drops fell; a staccato trumpet-flare announcing the arrival of change. The rain abruptly stopped and the atmosphere was filled with roaring anticipation. It felt as though Nature were balancing on a pin, waiting for the breath of a butterfly to unbalance it into the unbridled swirl of a storm. It grew darker. The wind howled and thunder rolled. Trees lashed back and forth in an slashing dance. The rain came. It pelted the ground and looked like violent ribbons of mist dancing to the music of the force of the wind. Sheet after sheet of rain traveled down the road, gliding off as need arose to find its own path. It rained and rained and rained.

I wanted to stand in the biting rain, arms outstretched to the sky, head back while my clothing whipped around me, like a Goddess of old, controlling Nature for her own desires. I was not a Goddess; I could not control Nature any more than I could return an oak tree to the acorn of its birth. I sat, dry, yet connected, the pulse of the storm like my own.

A sudden branch of lightning gave me a start. It brought with it the smell of ozone which mingled with the other smells of wet earth, damp cloth, and fecundity. Electricity punctuated the apex of the storm; Nature's strength in the pin point of explosion.

The rain gradually slowed then stopped, dripping like an almost-shut tap. A twist to the tap and the rain stopped. The wind gasped, then returned to an easy wafting. The sky brightened and softened. Noises returned to normal, clear and sharp. The world smelled fresh and crisp. It was like a new day dawning.

I gently stood, opened my door, and entered my house.

Monday, May 14, 2007

Umm, yeah.

Whoopsie. Haven't posted in a while. However, I have been busy around the house, so it's a good thing. This is also the inaugural post from my backyard for the season. Here's to posting in the great outdoors!

Over the past week, I planted a whole bunch of seeds and plants in one of my side gardens in my backyard. I am hoping by the time I have relatives/friends over in July we will have something pretty to look at. I did plant stuff a wee bit early for my zone, but we have had such hot weather, the ground has definitely warmed. Of course as soon as I planted, the temps. around here dropped dramatically. Now let's hope that the weather stays nice for another week and things should be ok.

I also took a fused glass course about two weeks ago. This is the plate I made! Although I was not involved in the firing, I still had loads of fun. . It is an expensive hobby (i.e. glass, and a kiln or two, or paying for kiln time), but I hope that maybe, just maybe, glass fusing is something I will be able to do in the future. My instructor, Paul was absolutely fantastic! He was patient, helpful, and just plain cool. Gotta love a cool instructor.

I also had my first individual counselling appointment today. My therapist is Joanne, whom I have spoken of before. This feels like a good fit, and I feel extremely fortunate to be able to go through this process with her.

I have been feeling kinda funny lately. The only way I can describe it is as "JOY". It's not exactly happiness, but a kind of positive welling up from the inside. I feel like (as Joanne put it) my body is smiling. I don't know quite why, but I am just going to go with it. How can I not? :D

I wish you "JOY" in your life, too...

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

I did it!

Yes, I quit my job. I'm not sad, but I will miss my fabulous co-workers. This was a decision that took a lot of thought and discussion with my hubby and my friends. Although there were aspects of my job I really enjoyed, mostly I hated what I did. I feel happy and energetic about my decision. The way I look at it, I am opening space in my life for the things I want! Wish me luck in the new direction my life is taking!