Ok, I'm ranting now!

Ok. I am sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. Enough already! The last couple of days have been extremely difficult as I saw my dad on the weekend. I feel restless, sore, jittery, anxious and just plain ol' crappy. I am exhausted by being hypervigilant. I am so exhausted, but I can't seem to get a good continuous amount of sleep. My eating patterns are wacky. The dogs are good but I just feel annoyed by them. AAARRRRRGGGGHHHHH! I feel like I just can't do anymore, but I have a busy week ahead. Appointments every day and hubby is working all weekend. I know I have to keep putting one foot in front of the other and just keep on keeping on, but it is hard. Can I get off now? I don't like the ride anymore :(