Life continues...

Same s#it, different day. I am having lots of body pain, but what can ya do? As much as I want to leave my future up to the Mahanta, it is really hard to let go. I am worried about getting a job. What if no one will hire me? I don't mind if it is not the best job in the world, but I would like one that I can be somewhat happy in. How can I work around the body pain? So many questions, and time is getting short.